Wednesday, December 21, 2005

You really have to learn to piss off

What?!... so now I'm suppose to be a 'closer' friend just because you got me an expensive gift for my birthday?

Seriously, I didn't ask for anything from you. It's you who got all excited and bugged my best friends for my birthday plans and ideas on what to get me. I really thank you for the gift but seriously... I think you should take a hike because nothing is going to change.

#1. You were annoying, and you are still annoying me.
#2. You are not funny, so please try not to make pretend to be funny because I don't know how long I can pretend to laugh.
#3. I don't care if you are boyfriend material or what ever. I don't need\want one.
#4. I don't care if you can buy me expensive gifts, just don't expect me to fall head over heel over your materials.
#5. Get the hint for god's sake. You are disturbing when I work. Can't you see it in my face that I dislike talking to you? I hate to tell you to BUSS OFF every single time.
#6. You are in my negative zone, and I don't think there's anything you can do to not be in that zone for now. I really don't like you... thought you think other wise. I'm just putting up a face in the office because I have to. Everyone is superficial. Are you really that dumb?

And come one... don't invite yourself to my outing with my friends. Who cares if you know them... I really don't what you to be there, neither do my friends.

When someone says something, please don't insist that they are wrong. I really didn't want and did not celebrate my birthday. Don't give my friends a hard time and insist that I did celebrate my birthday. And even if I did, HELL you think you will be invited?

You really have to learn to piss off.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Go stuff your ego some where else

I know something is going on... but WHAT the F is it?!

I'm so sick of this already. I'm tired of acting like I'm ok. I'm tired of lying to myself. I'm sick. I'm very sick. But who the hell cares? Everyone is too busy and too insensitive to notice.

I'm tired to open my ear when I know I don't give a shit about what you are saying because I have got problems of my own. I'm tired of being our punching bag when your stress ball rolls off to some where. I'm tired of being your old socks. I'm tired of being your back up plan.

Go stuff your ego some where else. I can't stand it anymore!