You are so damn fucking selfish.
All you care about is her feelings. I know you love her dearly, but boiling oil to situations won't help make things better. Do you think siding her 24/7 is good for her? Think man, Think.
You think I only make mistakes? and you don't? Fuck you. Open your eyes and look. The world lives for itself. Not for you, not for her.
Why do you not see? Why do you fucking not see!
I'm starting to despise you. Coward.
Monday, November 01, 2004
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Woahhh...it's been a long time. Well I'm back to bitch about everything.
I'm been going thru some hard times and I was just wondering if this blog was still accessible. Well now i know. WEEEE! I'm have so so many things to say. I have changed a lot since my last post. Changed so much that I don't even believe it myself!
When I wrote my last post, I didn't not enjoy life. I was a person who sit in front of the PC doing god knows what. I was focused with work but still did not get results that I was aiming for. People looked up to me because I was "smart" and hardworking. Heck, but that wasn't what I really what in life.
I ditched that life. I know what I want now. I want to be successful with my studies. But still be able to be who I really am. I'm playful, I love being outdoors, that's me. I want to prove to people that I can juggle all the work, play, friends and boyfriend all in one. I can do it.
They all know I have changed. Some accepted the changes because they know I am who I am. But what disappoints me the most is that out of all people, the one that suppose to understand this did not understand at all. After some real thinking, I really don't care if anyone accept the new me or not. Why must I? Why can't I be who I want to be? Why must I think of everyone? Everyone is not me. You are not me.
I have always accepted my friends for who they are, even if they changed because that's just what friends do. I just wish that my friends will accept the new me. If you really are my friend, you should.
I'm been going thru some hard times and I was just wondering if this blog was still accessible. Well now i know. WEEEE! I'm have so so many things to say. I have changed a lot since my last post. Changed so much that I don't even believe it myself!
When I wrote my last post, I didn't not enjoy life. I was a person who sit in front of the PC doing god knows what. I was focused with work but still did not get results that I was aiming for. People looked up to me because I was "smart" and hardworking. Heck, but that wasn't what I really what in life.
I ditched that life. I know what I want now. I want to be successful with my studies. But still be able to be who I really am. I'm playful, I love being outdoors, that's me. I want to prove to people that I can juggle all the work, play, friends and boyfriend all in one. I can do it.
They all know I have changed. Some accepted the changes because they know I am who I am. But what disappoints me the most is that out of all people, the one that suppose to understand this did not understand at all. After some real thinking, I really don't care if anyone accept the new me or not. Why must I? Why can't I be who I want to be? Why must I think of everyone? Everyone is not me. You are not me.
I have always accepted my friends for who they are, even if they changed because that's just what friends do. I just wish that my friends will accept the new me. If you really are my friend, you should.
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