Choo choo train

I wake up at 6am in the morning, queue up at the train station to get to work. I start working facing bosses, jerks and bitches after 8am.

It sucks when I meet my boss at the train station.

I saw my boss walking towards the station so I quicken my steps to he won't catch up and see me. Sadly the train left just when I stepped on to the platform. I knew my boss saw me then, and he purposely queued behind of me. He tapped my shoulders and begin to make conversation.

ARGHHHH I have to start "pretending" at 7am in the morning. ....*&%&*(%^$

I like to start my day alone, listening to my music on my ear phones that are plugged deep into my ears almost reaching my ear drums out casting all sound waves. Having a comfortable seat at the end of the train. Bags on my lap, and book in my hands.

Why do I always see my boss at the train station?

Poh Ma

Aiyorrrr I really can't stand it.

She was one who suggested we go on a holiday.
We are the ones who set the date.
He was the one who set flight time.

But when I want to place the booking, it takes them forever to give me their details!

So "poh ma!"

Honestly, if they weren't this close to me... I would have bombarded them already.

dreading Valentines day

Lover's Valentines day is around the corner...

This is one of those days when I really don't want to go out. Seeing a whole lot bunch of couples here and there.

To the left, some couple cuddling.
To the right, holding hands.
To the front, some couple kissing.

I look at myself. Still the "single, want to date, but don't dare".

I have never celebrated Valentines day with the opposite sex before. Some how I keep on rejecting dates, fearing that I will have a dreadful time. I don't really know how to express myself to someone I don't have feelings for on a Lovers day. I just feel odd looking at couples and be being not a couple.

And "don't waste your money on roses on that day" ... I don't think I really mean it. I mean if you can afford it, why not. Hehehe flowers are nice to have. Even a single sweet red rose is nice.

I'm by default, evil

So, it's me again. After many incidents of being too "googleable", I have decided to blog my shit here again. It's just hard to be myself, its hard to tell the truth, its hard to take care of everyone's feelings.

I just want to curse you behind your back.
I just want to bitch about life.
I just want to whine about the smallest thing.
I just want to be selfish.
I just want to be sensitive.

I just was to say things with out any consequences.

I'm no innocent. I'm not kind. I'm not nice. I was just pretending. It was acting.
I evil at heart. I'm by default, evil.