Woahhh...it's been a long time. Well I'm back to bitch about everything.

I'm been going thru some hard times and I was just wondering if this blog was still accessible. Well now i know. WEEEE! I'm have so so many things to say. I have changed a lot since my last post. Changed so much that I don't even believe it myself!

When I wrote my last post, I didn't not enjoy life. I was a person who sit in front of the PC doing god knows what. I was focused with work but still did not get results that I was aiming for. People looked up to me because I was "smart" and hardworking. Heck, but that wasn't what I really what in life.

I ditched that life. I know what I want now. I want to be successful with my studies. But still be able to be who I really am. I'm playful, I love being outdoors, that's me. I want to prove to people that I can juggle all the work, play, friends and boyfriend all in one. I can do it.

They all know I have changed. Some accepted the changes because they know I am who I am. But what disappoints me the most is that out of all people, the one that suppose to understand this did not understand at all. After some real thinking, I really don't care if anyone accept the new me or not. Why must I? Why can't I be who I want to be? Why must I think of everyone? Everyone is not me. You are not me.

I have always accepted my friends for who they are, even if they changed because that's just what friends do. I just wish that my friends will accept the new me. If you really are my friend, you should.