when the world knows about your personal blog

It's so damn sad when everyone knows that you have a personal blog. Every god damn Tom, Dick and Harry would ask your link. And if the URL do not come out from your very own mouth, they will go high and low searching for it.

Leaving bits and trail of information on IM profiles are very dangerous. Once, there was this really annoying dude that looked though all my IM details to get hints of my blog. And darnnn, he found it. Once upon a time I used to tell the whole world about it. But now it's so damn hard to clean up my own shits.

Some tried searching for my nick, for my name, and stuff like that. And yeah, it's so god damn easy with search engines these days.

Some tries looking through blogger networks and blog rings. I have blogger friends, where we enjoy reading each others blog (but the idea of meeting each other was a negative, sometimes it's just best not to 'know' each other in person) and link each other. Well, when I link you, and you link me, some how we all get noticed in some way.

Well having too much publicity is not too bad, but having too much publicity amoung people who knows you (and not necessary you know them) is really bad. You'll never know whose tail you might step on or which organization might sue you.

Sometimes when I blog my ideas, my analysis, my shits, some people....even the closest to you... would just steal them call them of as their own ideas and evaluation. Sometimes they just do it right in front of my face. That's just hurtful man, but seriously, I don't think I would care more after that. You are just insulting your own intellegence anyway.

I don't think I am being sensitive about this kind of things. It's plagiarizing my thoughts. You steal them, you announce to the whole world that it was your own (and yes, the world believed it was your idea because I was stupid enough just to tell you and not the world), you implement it, too bad you failed.

I was keen so carry out my idea at first. But then, narrrrr. I don't think I have got the 'umph' anymore. I'm so sad at see you fail, but a part of me is laughing at you. So sorry, but haha. I guess I'm this kind of person. I guess I'm just a two faced snake in the end. But hey, I guess you thought me that right. After all, I only learn from what I see.

The rest that aren't smart to take idea off my blog are just plain annoying stalkers. Saying "Hey I read your post on ...bla bla" to strike a conversation every morning is plain boring. Don't you have something more intelligent to say? I wonder if the words 'Good Morning' registers in your brain.

I just can't stand these people. If talking to you every morning isn't good enough, they have to call, sms and email you. And they questions they ask.... It's a waste if they don't be interviewers, reporters and interrogators. Yeeasss.