Poh Ma

Aiyorrrr I really can't stand it.

She was one who suggested we go on a holiday.
We are the ones who set the date.
He was the one who set flight time.

But when I want to place the booking, it takes them forever to give me their details!

So "poh ma!"

Honestly, if they weren't this close to me... I would have bombarded them already.

dreading Valentines day

Lover's Valentines day is around the corner...

This is one of those days when I really don't want to go out. Seeing a whole lot bunch of couples here and there.

To the left, some couple cuddling.
To the right, holding hands.
To the front, some couple kissing.

I look at myself. Still the "single, want to date, but don't dare".

I have never celebrated Valentines day with the opposite sex before. Some how I keep on rejecting dates, fearing that I will have a dreadful time. I don't really know how to express myself to someone I don't have feelings for on a Lovers day. I just feel odd looking at couples and be being not a couple.

And "don't waste your money on roses on that day" ... I don't think I really mean it. I mean if you can afford it, why not. Hehehe flowers are nice to have. Even a single sweet red rose is nice.

I'm by default, evil

So, it's me again. After many incidents of being too "googleable", I have decided to blog my shit here again. It's just hard to be myself, its hard to tell the truth, its hard to take care of everyone's feelings.

I just want to curse you behind your back.
I just want to bitch about life.
I just want to whine about the smallest thing.
I just want to be selfish.
I just want to be sensitive.

I just was to say things with out any consequences.

I'm no innocent. I'm not kind. I'm not nice. I was just pretending. It was acting.
I evil at heart. I'm by default, evil.